I Know What I Have To Do

I know what I have to do… I’m just not sure that I’ve got the strength to do it.

WrestleMania is this weekend. It’s the first time in five years that my college roommate will be in town to watch the show. We’ve got a tradition where we build a Beeramid during the show. It’s less about the drinking and more about the comradery / silliness.

This is an excuse… and I recognize it for what it is.

April 20th… I think that’s the day. Long term, life altering change is coming. And it’s needed.

And I’m scared.