Rock Bottom – I Think I’m There

Not much more to say. I hate looking in the mirror. I hate how I feel. I hate feeling the way I feel.

I hate feeling like I have no control over my decisions as to what I put in my mouth. I’m not sure how I’m going to pull myself out of this. We’re headed on vacation on Sunday which typically is never good for the waistline. I feel like I’m in a tailspin.

I’m embarrassed. I hope I’m able to look back at some point and see today as the turning point. I hope.