242.5 – A Look Back

Well where do we start? Back on November 2nd I wrote a post called The November Nine. My intent was to lose nine pounds in the month of November. As you can tell by the title of today’s post I failed.

I’m still trying. I’m still focusing and obsessing on my weight on a daily basis. I simply cannot tell you how often I think about my weight and my failures. It’s debilitating. I’m going to try my hardest to hit the new year down some lbs. Can I get into the 230’s? I’d certainly hope so. How about the 220’s? We’ll call that my goal. 229 by the end of the year. That’s 13 lbs in a month which is a stretch for sure but it’s doable… and it needs to be done.

Not only that, but I’ve been doing a piss pour job of keeping up with my Behind The Bar entry for this month. I knew I was behind but I didn’t realize HOW far behind I was. As of this writing I haven’t updated it since the 1st of November. I’ll go back through several apps and try and piece together the month but I’m sure I’ll miss a couple. That’s irritating to be sure.